Picture Talking : (Loving Me) Shopping

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"(Loving Me) Shopping"

I've been wanting to go shopping

For a looong time

But I didn't dare to go to the stores

Cause I feel embarassed

What if I couldn't find anything that fits me

Because my body ain't as thin as a model

I pass those stores every afternoon

Looking straight to where I'm heading

Without taking a glance at the clothes that are in

I take a long look in front of the mirror

Examining my reflections

And analyzing my feelings

There's a little fat here

And a little fat there

That makes me round and round everywhere I see

At first I'm feeling sad

And I really want to cry

I almost shed a tear but then I suddenly realize

Why am I sad?

Why should I cry?

So what if I'm not like any other?

I've been with me all of my life

I've been loving myself all of these times

So why should I change the way I feel now?

For the first time I feel so relief

I even sleep longer than usual

And feel so fresh when I wake up the next morning

Today I want to do something different

Before going home I'm gonna have one stop

At the fashion store

I'm gonna search and search

Until I find one 

The very one that flatters my look

I'm gonna wrap it with the nicest paper

And put a lovely pinkie bow on top 

With some sweet little card I write myself

"Thanks for always being around," I shall start

"And for loving me still no matter what"

I sign the card and put a little heart

With a smile on my face

I'm heading back home

With a nicely wrapped present just for myself

-Indah-

Wednesday 11/1 (9:30 pm)

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